been thinking abt Temptation abit today... not realli think alot. cos today dont know, like stone alot more than i tink. kinda wasted my life.

alot of things can be temptation. food. games. fun. money. lust. love.

i rmb when i was young, i once went into this toilet, and behind the toilet bowl, there's this plastic bag with over $3000 cash inside. as back then i was still young and naive, i used wad i learnt in moral education and told my dad abt it. well, he wasnt the guy who wld just pocket it...

so yeap. we returned the $3000 back to the reception counter of the shopping mall (Jurong Point) where we found the money. now the temptation game is thrown to the receptionist. whether he/she (i cant rmb the gender) is going to be tempted to pocket the money is his/her own problem now.

come to tink abt it now, i wld probably feel like pocketing it so much. but being a half-angel (or maybe less than half), i wld still return the money la... wld probably pocket it if it was only $2. cos it's like... will u go back to find the $2 u dropped? well, for me i wont. it's just $2 lost. of course it doesnt mean im so god damn rich i can just drop $2 la... just that it's not worth the trouble ba.

most temptations i experienced are only from food. when sometimes smells damn good (for example, famous amos cookies), i feel so tempted to get it. im sure there are many others out there who are the same as me (as in food, not just cookies). hahahahhaha.

so is temptation good or bad? good for the person selling, definitely. they are earning $! yet another temptation... ok thats a ridiculous link.

Temptation this word... makes me feel more negative than positive. cos it means it's kinda "forcing" someone to do sth that is probably against the person's will. like smoking is a temptation, i will say. (smokers if you dont agree, just ignore me. it's what i feel) drugs also. i cant realli find much positive stuff to say abt temptation..

oh well enough about my thoughts.

woke up in the morning. rmb my dream. kinda... ridiculous. but i just talk abt these 2 girls that i dreamt of. i cant rmb how they look. they are definitely people i nv met b4. i just get these weird dreams all the time -.- well why i wanna talk abt these 2 girls is because in the dream they left an impression on me... (but yea, still 4got their faces).

the first girl was because she shot me in the heart. "look at urself la. so ugly who will want" yea, i know some of u agree. it's ok. yea... but somehow dont realli feel the hatred for this person... (although ya, maybe she doesnt even exist). it's just that. feel abit sad la. like. im gonna spend the rest of my life spending singles awareness day on 14th feb. haiz.

then this second girl. is like. there's this group of people, who i really dont know who they are, they just appear. and yea, this group of people on the fields... then ya, this girl keeps looking at me. and im telling u. her eyes realli attracted me. cos it was literally shining. like realli got sparks in the eyes on. not the invisible one. the realli visible one. hahahaha.. but ya those eyes realli v mesmerizing. im tinking of the eyes already -.- hahahaha. sadly, dont rmb the face =x

oh well it's just some crazy dream. woke up late today -.- 7.40am. but somehow still managed to eat breakfast and change hao and leave home at 8.05.

yeap, work work. lunched wif ck, clarence and their intern friend, zao guang(ck, i still tink it's zhao). went to the $2 place in lavender again. they had their $3 chicken rice meal (which i gt conned to spend $4.50 last week) while i had my $2 nasi lemak. simply wonderful la. hahahaha.. den we were lucky. cos we order 3 plates of carrot cake. and after that someone came to order. they say close le. loll. hahahahha...

den continue work work. 6.17pm off work. so happy that it's friday. it's a sign to say: TMR NO WORK. hahahaha. but wad do ya know! gt FYP meeting tmr -.- hahahaha. but at least it's just all mental power... lol.

some people find mental power more tiring than physical... but i find myself more mental strength than physical... so ya. can endure more mental stuffs. and me myself is abit mental. yeap.

well, that marks the end, i guess. been typing this in and out after 2 games of dotA. yea... playing that game again. cos was too bored... ok ciao.